In the last 9 months
I have played every weekend league finishing no lower than gold 3
Finished rank 1 rivals every week
Won 39 Drafts
Completed every pack SBC and loads of players SBC's that gave packs
Also spent around £500.
My best pulls
Red picks - TOTS Telles
WL rewards - NIF Bale
Rivals - Untraeable NIF Aubameyang
TOTS SBC's - Bernardo Silva
Paid packs - HL Pepe
Im over it. Not even salty. Today when i opened the "ultimate" TOTS SBC amd got Serabia... I laughed.
It's so one sided. Today the penny dropped and I finally felt stupid thinking about how much time and money i've put in to this.
I could have learned a language or an instrument. Started a business. Dedicated myself to the gym an looked like the Rock by now... but no, instead i spent 100's of hours sitting on my backside playing a game i dont enjoy for rewards that are never satisfying.
I'm embaressed and really dispointed in myself.