I have depression I'm not sure if it's clinic but I'm on antidepressants. I can't afford private counselling and am on a waiting list for it with the NHS and have a group therapy session next week which I'm dreading. My mood is so low I'm thinking of overdosing but I'm so scared if just everything. I have no one to turn like literally. I've grown apart from everyone and I'm starting to think I must be the common denominator. I don't know what to do and feel like I have a few options but death seems like the only way.